It doesn't come from the good times, victories or rewards, or from answered prayers submitted by genuine appeal. It's not found in the lofty goals you are running towards, or when the inconceivable comes calling you to kneel. It's not obtained from the good deeds brought forth by fellow man, or from a generous spirit that restores your lost zeal. It comes from the giving over, having done all you can, knowing logic and rationale is not what helped you heal.
